What

do

I

do

to

ig-

nore

them

be-

hind

me?

Do

I

fol-

low

my

in-

stincts

blind-

ly?

Do

I

hide

my

pride

from

these

bad

dreams?

And

give

in

to

sad

thoughts

that

are

madden-

ing?

Do

I

sit

here and

try to

stand

it?

Or

do

I

try to

catch

them

red-

han-

ded?

Do

I

trust

some

and

get

fooled

by

pho-

ni-

ness,

Or

do

I

trust

no-

bo-

dy

and

live

in

lone-

li-

ness?

Be-

cause

I

can't

hold

on

when

I'm

stretched

so

thin

I

make

the

right

moves

but

I'm

lost

wi-

thin

I

put

on

my

dai-

ly

fa-

cade

but

then

I

just

end

up

getting

hurt

a-

gain

By

my-

self

my-

self

I

ask

why,

but

in

my

mind

I

find

I

can’t

re-

ly

on

my-

self

my-

self

I

ask

why,

but

in

my

mind

I

find

I

can’t

re-

ly

on

my-

self

I

can’t

hold

on

To

what

I

want

when

I’m

stretched

so

thin

It’s

all

too

much

to

take

in

I

can’t

hold

on

To

a-

ny-

thing

watch-

ing

Eve-

ry-

thing

spin

With

thoughts

of

fai-

lure

sink-

ing

in

If

I

Turn

my

back

I’m

de-

fense-

less

And

to

go

blind-

ly

seems

sense-

less

If

I

hide

my

pride

and

let

it

all

go

on

then

they’ll

Take

from

me

‘till

eve-

ry-

thing

is

gone

If

I

let

them

go

I’ll

be

out-

done

But

if

I

try

to

catch

them

I’ll

be

out-

run

If

I’m

killed

by

the

ques-

tions

like

a

can-

cer

Then

I’ll

be

buri-

ed

in the

si-

lence

of

the

an-

swer

by

my-

self

my-

self

I

ask

why,

but

in

my

mind

I

find

I

can’t

re-

ly

on

my-

self

my-

self

I

ask

why,

but

in

my

mind

I

find

I

can’t

re-

ly

on

my-

self

I

can’t

hold

on

To

what

I

want

when

I’m

stretched

so

thin

It’s

all

too

much

to

take

in

I

can’t

hold

on

To

a-

ny-

thing

watch-

ing

Eve-

ry-

thing

spin

With

thoughts

of

fai-

lure

sink-

ing

in

How

do

you

think

I’ve

lost

so

much

I'm so

afraid

that

I'm

out

of

touch

How

do you

ex-

pect...

I

will

know

what

to

do

When

all

I

know

Is

what

you

tell

me

to

Don’t

you

Know

I

can’t

tell

you

how

to

make

it

go

No

mat-

ter

what

I

do,

how

hard

I

try

I

can’t

seem

to

con-

vince

my-

self

why

I’m

stuck

on

the

out-

side

Don’t

you

Know

I

can’t

tell

you

how

to

make

it

go

No

mat-

ter

what

I

do,

how

hard

I

try

I

can’t

seem

to

con-

vince

my-

self

why

I’m

stuck

on

the

out-

side

I

can’t

hold

on

To

what

I

want

when

I’m

stretched

so

thin

It’s

all

too

much

to

take

in

I

can’t

hold

on

To

a-

ny-

thing

watch-

ing

Eve-

ry-

thing

spin

With

thoughts

of

fai-

lure

sink-

ing

in

I

can’t

hold

on

To

what

I

want

when

I’m

stretched

so

thin

It’s

all

too

much

to

take

in

I

can’t

hold

on

To

a-

ny-

thing

watch-

ing

Eve-

ry-

thing

spin

With

thoughts

of

fai-

lure

sink-

ing